today.

hey, well i did shit yesterday i ate around 800-900 calories, i find it so hard when im in the house with all my family around and everyones eating, i just give in :(
Today i will 100% keep it below 200, and i know i will!

i'm going shopping with my boyfriend so maybe i will get a green salad, i find it easy not to eat at his house because i can just say i'm not hungry or feel sick, at mine moms always trying to get me to eat more, buying me chocolate making me sandwichs, its haard =/
i'm going to buy either 'sea kelp' or 'KLB6' from Holland and Barratts today, i don't know if they will work or not but hopefull help.

i have ordered the book 'wasted' Marya Hornbacher. i read on someones blog that it really gave them thinspiration so i thought i would give it ago, i need as much inspiration as i can.

writing this blog really does help me, i feel like i must not eat much because i have to come back and write my disappointment on here, and reading everyone elses blogs just shows me that i can do it and i will.

love elle ♥